10 March 2008

Where is the Love?

Instead of crying foul over many things, why dont people try and live it for the moment? Satirising someone who did not mean any harm is the game of the hour. Nevermind the dumbness shown by the so called gifted few. As usual, I wonder sometimes why did god make man smart. Or smarter than anyone else for that matter. He made me a tad too smart than others, I think. I thought it was good but it is turning out day after day to be a bit gratuitous, to put it respectfuly. How do people not understand the obvious idiocricy is beyond me but when I try to help them understand the mistakes, it turns out that I am a very arrogant and rude little twat. Oh well I've hardly ever given a rats arse to what people think about me or judge me but as long as the verdict is not cried out loud, I dont seem to be bothered.

The past few days have been quite arduous and unyielding. Arduous because the financial and acedemic demands of the 21st century are rising day by day and not forgetting that this country is swollen with taxes and NIs and...some more taxes. After paying quite a lot of fees for school and visas etc., my savings have just plummeted from roof tops to the gutter. And unyielding because the financial or acedemic pressures have made me even more determined and hell bent to succeed. I cant imagine myself not doing better in life from now on here. I mean after hitting the lower side of life with so many bad experiences, I've learnt very well from them and I hope to be careful in the future. Ah well, God have mercy on this world and the materialism that exists beneath. Aye but I am happy & laughing. And I will always be. Like our Laughing Buddha. To be continued...